An Unexpected Conversation

So this girl that i stopped talking to YEARRRRRS ago got in contact with me on FACEBOOK the other day. I didn't know how to feel about it cuz we stopped talking on such bad terms! I mean i cussed her ass out no lie. I'm not even going to sugar coat it... i cussed her ass SMOOOTH out!! I mean she deserved it because she thought i was fucking my bestfriend (at the time). I wasn't and i NEVER did... and gosh i NEVER wanted to. She saw that and thought she was trying to steal me from her... so I wasn't with it so i gave her the cold shoulder and told her to bounce.

So here she comes 3 years later expecting to pick up where we left off. If that's the case should i still be mad with her? I mean she's a phycology major so she has a SHIT load of questions for no reason at all. So there is a limit to your question asking before I get frustrated with you and tell you to shut the fuck up! But she didn't get that and proceeds to pick my brain. She wants to see me and I told her no. My girlfriend doesn't even want me to see her. BUT!!! I told my girlfriend about her and my girlfriend told her to TRY to take me. She has soo much trust in me it's crazy. I wouldn't wanna let her down. My will is ONLY so strong, but for my boo i can handle it. 

According to the girl she mainly wants a physical relationship. Something I can't give her! Then she goes on saying that if she can't have that and if i won't give it to her then she'd be cool with that and we'd just be friends. I don't trust that shit ya'll. I don't trust her at all, so i'd rather just stay my distance. I know it's kinda selfish but hell we as humans are a selfish race ANYWAY so fuck trying to good and altruistic now!

I'm lost ya'll. I need to see my baby so I can get back on track and back focused!